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Tuesday, September 01, 2009

teachers day

I oso dunno why the sudden urge to type blog today.. hee.. today nv go to work... cuz sick... having bad flu and cough since last week... ahahaha... so bad lar.... keep getting sick... wahaa... anyway.. new job... was alright for me =).. although pay is lesser... haix... but nvm lar... can learn more new stuff le... =)... probation period almost over... awaiting.. =].. laogong went sailing today liaoo... hope he is fine... thurs only back... starting to miss him already... haha... today is teachers day leh... seems nothing special to me ?.. haa.. cuz i dun celebrate anymore?.. kind of missing the days back in sch and teckwah... =(.. alright... i got to move on larx.. cannot stay at one and wait ... jiayou lo.... suddenly hope to have a family fast.... HAAA!!!... bt then.. there are so many things need to think... MONEY MONEY MONEY... haix... bery xian shi..... i guess no matter how well i strive and saving up for the future... is never enough... with such a pay..... i cant survive in singapore and having kids.... HAAAA!!!... next yr 21 yrs old already.. mayb planning... to go buy house? hee... i guess ... one steps at a time larr horx..... Life is hard.. that's the fact that everyone will face when they grow up and step into this society and work.. =(.... JIAYOU!

Missing himm.... ~

Tmr back to work... =)

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|Tuesday, September 01, 2009|

Monday, June 08, 2009

my new life

Long long time no blog anymore... i quit teckwah on 15th may 09... it has been 1yr7mths in teckwah... i joined teckwah on 09th Oct 07... amazingly.. joining in as a temp i survive till then... haaaa... to me tis job given me the chance to learn many things.... "ren shi wu" in this company... at times i was damn vexed and not wanting to go to work.... haiz... the people there is wad i miss the most... i realli see thru how a person is like... how a person behave.. in workplace there will sure be someone that cause the resignation of the company... this company has given me the chance not only to learn tings bt also i appreciate people there...=)..THANKS.. last week jus found a job... haha... today first day of reporting to this new company.... a big big organisation.... Keppel integrated engineering...shortform"KIE".. haha.. this company bery fang bian.. cuz gt two way transport .. =).. bt first day of work... hear so many rumour abt the FC le... wahaaa... wonder how my day will be like?... not c the FC yet... bt hopefully she is a nice lady loh?...waha.. cuz so many department ppl saying her bads... LOL... oso saw my mates from MDIS there.. surprise lohz...bt her last day will be tis week le... i taking over her jobs after she leave... wahaa... abit scare... but then.. hope i can pull it thru lars... wahaa... end here now lars... tml another new day... hope everything is good... wish me good luck and can learn something from this company loh.. hee.. tatas...

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|Monday, June 08, 2009|

Sunday, February 22, 2009

long time no blogg

Haa... its been a long time since i last blog... bery fast 2008 ended n now 2009 is here le.... bery vexed.... whether to leave the company that i am currently working for anot... haiz... super vexed de.... found some companies... bt many heard tat i need a month notice... then dun wan me le ... thinking if i should giv the resignation letter first then i find jobx... at least... that's not a reason for rejecting me for that job.... haaa.. not say current company not bery goood lar... manager and friends still quite okie de..... except for one.... i feeeel ........ super sian when he ask me do some stuff tat's not in my job scoopee.... running errands ...... super crazy......... zzzzz.. jus hate it lar..... I think last time parents say de right.... when can study should go and treasure it.... i now feel tat tis sentence is bery true le .... ahh... VEXED~..... forcing us to take leave.... due to recession...... haiz... dunno wad's next... many paycut... and soon...... retrenchment ..... haaaaa??... hope to retrench me better.... at least.. i am being pay for something..... if jus quit like tat no pay me...... bery fast... work in tis company oreadi 1 yr plus le.... lols~... i am still tolerating each and everyday when going to work......jus nt my liking...... at work... hope time faster fly pass me only.... when super "mang" kind.... many probs will start surfacing ...... like customer complaint...... etc ..... etc...... haiz..... end here le lar.. enough my naggings..... buaiizz..... at least i still hav a HIM which is there for me =).. love ya laogong... muackies..

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|Sunday, February 22, 2009|

Thursday, October 30, 2008

s0me rand0m stuFf

Hi, i am back to blog liao le .. hahax... back to work .. but then .. ahhhhhhhhhh....... the moment customer blah blah blah~~~..... feel so STRESS... haaaaaa.... perhaps i am not good enough in customer service line..... but i am working in a value chain leh........ wad to do....... value - add loh..... RIGHT? .... sometimes realli cannot tahan unreasonable ppl leh...... i am not gd with arguing ...... ALSO!... i am not gd in talking.... and lazy to tok to ppl like u larx ....... giv u scold till enough....... i admit is my mistake ...... but pls leh....... ur mouth realli bery bad lohx ....... not treat u as dead ppl leh.... how i wish i can shoot back and say......." ya now then u noe is it" realli cannot take it .... feel like changing a working environment leh..... but c... economics now so bad...... everything oso take le bonus then say larx .. sometimes realli totally lose of words to describe my job scope.... like rojak...... haaaa =x ... okie larx ... learn more tings lohx ... that's wad many ppl telling me larx ..... nxt week more jialat..... 1 on course.... 1 on leave...... zzzzzzz .... gt to backup 2 ppl ...... thinking of it...... i feel so much like getting sick liaooooo ... haaaaz .... so useless lar me i noe ..... wad to do leh ?.... am giving myself too much stress liao le bahs ... hais haix .... wah seh...... frend was admitted to hospital yesterday.... scared me lehh... tot wad happen..... lucky no serious lehh... take care gal...... =).... planning to do many things..... but always tink of it tat... no work = no money.... i abit sian leh..... dragging myself to work and back work..... tiredd lorx ...... some ppl can be bery xiao sha.... wan quit jus quit... no think so much one..... sometimes realli quite envy this kind of ppl lehx ..... at least..... when u dun feel tt u are happy handling all this things... jus QUIT it.... however, all this ppl can nv get successful de.... cuz they lack of determination..... haaaaaaaaz ...... chim lars ... i oso dun understand lehx .... my manager told me leh " those comment from customer.. be it scolding or etc...... we mus filter wad they say and not taking it too hard to ownself de lohx" haaaaa.... FILTER seems easy lehx ..... but it still hurts me alot by scolding me ..... i do noe i gt the mistake therex .... haiz.... wad to do..... U aare my CUSTOMER..... there's a word saying "customer is always right" .... however, does all the customer realli saying all the RIGHT things ??? words directly hurt me and make my confident level lower and lower....... reaching bottom so0n..... =(..... UNHAPPY... more workload liao le ...... nv increase pay yet...... I am actually handling more than wad i can take liao le ............ i stuffing liao le lohx ...... manzzz~~~.... i'd rather stay as jus wad i hav jus enter the company only lor ..... *shake head* ..... i regret my decision....... REALLY...... =( ....... WHY ?........ 2 more months to go liao le ..... month end tml...... mus be happy .. cuz pay day..... but then...... most busiest de lohx.... many month end things need to do....... hais ....... I HATE MONTH END LARS..... =(...... wadever..... end here............ i hope i can get out of this place ASAP................ pls time............ fly to the end of the year bah.......... HA!!!!!...................dream on ya....... take care all.........

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|Thursday, October 30, 2008|

Sunday, October 05, 2008

My Days!!

Hahax... tis blog seem to be rotting liao le leh.. i long long time no blog liao le ... some updates about my life loh... suddenly tis few weeks .... bery lazy... i dunno is i too stress with work or wad lar... keep taking MC and absenting myself from work... can absent many many days... haaaaa... hav been like 3 weeks since my cough last liao le loh... cough and cough... dunn0 issit fear of going work.. everytime before wan to go work ... feel so sick leh.....haaaa... did some mistake in work lor ... however manager bery gd lars... tell me small mistake lai de... dun take it to heart leh.... only customer making a fuse over the matter.... haaaaa .... fortunate i noe lar.... but i still mind alot lor... i tried my best to becareful in work lor.... but dunno why tis kind of mistake still happening lohx... haix.. sometimes i tink ... some things is so hard to predict lar... VERY STRESS !!! ... haix... perhaps is i giving myself too much pressure lor... manager and frend @ work... all bery nice... however.... dunno why i still so STRESS!!! leh... HAaaa~~ .... maybe i wan perfect in my work lo.... haaaaa... bonus coming so0n .... awaiting for it larx...... dunno i hav the energy to last till then anot... hopefully lohx...... laogong tell me to fang kai abit...... haaaaaa... frend @ work oso.. tell me ... dun nid so stress one... reach timing come work... reach timing GO HOME!... haaa.. sound easy leh.... i oso hope so loh... but i am not able.. i cant take scolding larx.... small little thingy can make me cry liao le .... i scare my manager tat day to0... haa!.. sorry ya.. wad to do ... @ tis age... with tis qualification i feel like bery hard to find a job leh... haaxx.. yaWn!~.. laogong neh.. busy with his camp exam etc.... wahaa.. finally he hav interest in study lehx =x ... wahaahahax ....... sometimes i feel everyone shld realli cherish wad you hav now lar.. dun wait till its too late for grab... dun take it for granted in life ... to ppl who tinks that by being Weak... can hav other ppl attention... u r wrong larx ... dun make other ppl life miserable cuz urs will be more miserable nxt time ........ haaaa .... evil leh me =x ... wahax ... but its true larx .. =) .... well ... :) :( : oso pass one days ... wahaaax ...... i think i should realli try not to take tings in work so hard lor... giving myself so much stress... ehhhh ..... ya lohx .. i cannot be like this for the whole life in this company mahs ..... i got to stand up from where i fall .... dui mahs ?!.. hee.... yea lohx... =).. hao le larx... i end here oreadi okiex~.. tatas... cyax nxt time..... all mus be happy and well okie~.. :=)

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|Sunday, October 05, 2008|

Thursday, April 17, 2008

I really missing my laogong.. =(

Super long time nv type tis rotting blog le...hahhahx.. Have been well de... very well indeed... very happy with now de everything... however, there are things i realli upset about de... things realli changed... I do realise that i am having a distance from all my frends... ask me out for dinner... outing or etc... rejected with all ur pleasing.... Can say i tired le mah?.. Tired of being the one who is always giving in... Tired of being the one that is being cheated... i realli hate that feeling..things dun go well towards friendship this kind of things... I am once a zhong qin yi de peng you... u treat me how bad... I will not hate or dislike you... But .. i hate being cheated over and over again with all ur reasons... reasons and more reasons... If u ever treated me as ur best friend... U would hav been more considerate... haii.... wad can i say..? u all are the ones that makes wad i am now... a person who dun realli trust friends... a person who think thru who are those worthly frends... i am tired... tired of the life u all have given me... when i look back in life... flipping thru letters ... photos.... etc.... those times spend with all of u... yea.. i admit i am happy at times... but when i know.. u all are jus wearing a transparent mask.. hurting me slowly and slowly... this are times... i dun wan to remember anymore.. u noe... i have been a frend.. to comfort u when you are down... and this is wad i get in return...... wad a frend...... shld i be thankful as u make me grow.. ?

oh well.. just some recalling of how bad my life was in secondary..

Anyway, times passes realli slow nowadays.. workingg... and workingg.. and then home... slp wake up... work again......haaaaaa........ then at nite wait laogong from army call me.... sometimes cant even get his call... realli make me worry till cant slp.. panda eyes liao me O.O... @ work neh.. okok nah... ppl there... gdgd de... treat me well too... happy to work in this company... bt.. to a certain extent lar okie~...hahaazz~~... Jus hope laogong faster out from army...... and we can fulfill our promise to each other de ler.. but firstly, mus save enough money.. hee ^^ Lo0king f0rwarD k?.. muackieex~~ I have nothing much to write actually..

I end here le bah.. tml still gt work... laogong coming out from camp nxt week hopefully... I am so eager to c him... *huGs*

Love and missingg my dearest one and only laogonngg...........=(

Soo Yah [jac]

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|Thursday, April 17, 2008|

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

results results.... HORRAY!!!!

come come!!...congrats to me... hee^^.. and to my frends as well... wahaaa.... surprisingly... we pass... BOTH module last term... surprise surprise ...so happie lohh... tt day when jo call me...me stun de...she told to check mailbox de...hee...endd up went on the net .. check my e-mail inbox...nuthing..sobx...and then i realise is post de mailbox... LOL.. gong gong de me..=p... rush down to my mailbox... hands trembling de... awww!!!.... almost tore the whole exam result slip..Lolx..=o... then me saw..a C and D..wahaa... pass lohh... happie happie de... dun need waste money remodule...=p..cheers friends..=o..although results not gd de nah...but then.. i pass loh... happie le lar.. lala~..playing goonzu de nowadayx... like of a political kinda of game lai de lorx.. noe quite a fair bit of singaporean in there too.. wahax..quite nice de..=o...lvl 90 ler... starting to feel bore...hee^^... now having update...so bore..so come blog blog de... looks like i missing bery long de loh.. wahaaaa~~...anyway.. last term of sch starting soon lohh... 25 jun de loh... which is nxt monday de...new teacher..new things to learn.. new batch coming in... last term.... happie happie...hope everythings goes on smoothly de... get cert and work le bah..?..=p...stop wasting time..wahax..planning to work too bah?...hmMx... not too sure about it de... going look look jp de popular..=o ... anyway... gonna miss the schh ... thou short ahh.... the times with my grp of frends is great..=)..short short de lohh... but they made me realli happie in this schh..no quarrels..and jus laughter..=0 smileZz...=0... gonna miss the times in mdis... teachers...esp the 1st term de...hee^^... hao le.. me endd here le.. nth much to type oso de...

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|Wednesday, June 20, 2007|