Super long time nv type tis rotting blog le...hahhahx.. Have been well de... very well indeed... very happy with now de everything... however, there are things i realli upset about de... things realli changed... I do realise that i am having a distance from all my frends... ask me out for dinner... outing or etc... rejected with all ur pleasing.... Can say i tired le mah?.. Tired of being the one who is always giving in... Tired of being the one that is being cheated... i realli hate that feeling..things dun go well towards friendship this kind of things... I am once a zhong qin yi de peng you... u treat me how bad... I will not hate or dislike you... But .. i hate being cheated over and over again with all ur reasons... reasons and more reasons... If u ever treated me as ur best friend... U would hav been more considerate... haii.... wad can i say..? u all are the ones that makes wad i am now... a person who dun realli trust friends... a person who think thru who are those worthly frends... i am tired... tired of the life u all have given me... when i look back in life... flipping thru letters ... photos.... etc.... those times spend with all of u... yea.. i admit i am happy at times... but when i know.. u all are jus wearing a transparent mask.. hurting me slowly and slowly... this are times... i dun wan to remember anymore.. u noe... i have been a frend.. to comfort u when you are down... and this is wad i get in return...... wad a frend...... shld i be thankful as u make me grow.. ?
oh well.. just some recalling of how bad my life was in secondary..
Anyway, times passes realli slow nowadays.. workingg... and workingg.. and then home... slp wake up... work again......haaaaaa........ then at nite wait laogong from army call me.... sometimes cant even get his call... realli make me worry till cant slp.. panda eyes liao me O.O... @ work neh.. okok nah... ppl there... gdgd de... treat me well too... happy to work in this company... bt.. to a certain extent lar okie~...hahaazz~~... Jus hope laogong faster out from army...... and we can fulfill our promise to each other de ler.. but firstly, mus save enough money.. hee ^^ Lo0king f0rwarD k?.. muackieex~~ I have nothing much to write actually..
I end here le bah.. tml still gt work... laogong coming out from camp nxt week hopefully... I am so eager to c him... *huGs*
Love and missingg my dearest one and only laogonngg...........=(
Soo Yah [jac]
Thinking Of Uu @ |Thursday, April 17, 2008|
Thursday, April 17, 2008
I really missing my laogong.. =(
Super long time nv type tis rotting blog le...hahhahx.. Have been well de... very well indeed... very happy with now de everything... however, there are things i realli upset about de... things realli changed... I do realise that i am having a distance from all my frends... ask me out for dinner... outing or etc... rejected with all ur pleasing.... Can say i tired le mah?.. Tired of being the one who is always giving in... Tired of being the one that is being cheated... i realli hate that feeling..things dun go well towards friendship this kind of things... I am once a zhong qin yi de peng you... u treat me how bad... I will not hate or dislike you... But .. i hate being cheated over and over again with all ur reasons... reasons and more reasons... If u ever treated me as ur best friend... U would hav been more considerate... haii.... wad can i say..? u all are the ones that makes wad i am now... a person who dun realli trust friends... a person who think thru who are those worthly frends... i am tired... tired of the life u all have given me... when i look back in life... flipping thru letters ... photos.... etc.... those times spend with all of u... yea.. i admit i am happy at times... but when i know.. u all are jus wearing a transparent mask.. hurting me slowly and slowly... this are times... i dun wan to remember anymore.. u noe... i have been a frend.. to comfort u when you are down... and this is wad i get in return...... wad a frend...... shld i be thankful as u make me grow.. ?
oh well.. just some recalling of how bad my life was in secondary..
Anyway, times passes realli slow nowadays.. workingg... and workingg.. and then home... slp wake up... work again......haaaaaa........ then at nite wait laogong from army call me.... sometimes cant even get his call... realli make me worry till cant slp.. panda eyes liao me O.O... @ work neh.. okok nah... ppl there... gdgd de... treat me well too... happy to work in this company... bt.. to a certain extent lar okie~...hahaazz~~... Jus hope laogong faster out from army...... and we can fulfill our promise to each other de ler.. but firstly, mus save enough money.. hee ^^ Lo0king f0rwarD k?.. muackieex~~ I have nothing much to write actually..
I end here le bah.. tml still gt work... laogong coming out from camp nxt week hopefully... I am so eager to c him... *huGs*
Love and missingg my dearest one and only laogonngg...........=(
Loves 1 -- ^_^ Him
Loves 2 -- My Computer
Loves 3 -- My Bed
Loves 4 -- Play Online Games
Loves 5 -- Going Online Chatting
Loves 6 -- Snow
Hates 1 -- Backstabbers
Hates 2 -- When Moii Frend Quarrel
Hates 3 -- Taking Blames When It's Not Moii Fault
Hates 4 -- When People Say Die
[[Wish.List]]
Wish 1 -- Be Wit Him Forever
Wish 2 -- Pass '0' Level With Flying Colours
Wish 3 -- Go To Poly And Get Into The Course I Want
Wish 4 -- Have A Never Ending Story Wit Him
Wish 5 -- Can Find A Job During Dec Holiday
Wish 6 -- Less Conflict Between Friends And Classmates
Wish 7 -- Everyone Ish Healthy
Wish 8 -- Hope Tat All The Wish Will Come True
